Monthly Archives: August 2020
on wearing your frown…
forgiveness
behind blue eyes
just a whisper of addiction…
some of you understand.
some of you have also heard the voice –
sometimes a shout –
most often a whisper.
some of you own the words to enlighten –
lift up –
deter,
while others cannot find the courage required –
not,
no longer an option…
for you,
i say a prayer…
your battle –
so much more than presumed,
intense,
more than allowed.
and while someone somewhere prints volumes to suppose,
they cannot truly ever understand.
this pain is your fight.
these scars are yours.
and you wear them –
too often with shame.
for you, i say a prayer…
if only those of you that,
feel ownership to denounce –
un-justify –
condemn,
could bear the weight of inability for just one day.
to understand the frustration of –
the aggravation from –
defeat.
how differently,
you would see them –
those all around you –
fighting to stay afloat –
deep water,
currents strong.
while just out of reach –
upon the shore –
chaos-free contentment…
for you,
much more than them,
i say a prayer…
miles from ordinary
words unsaid –
touch un-felt –
promises, not made –
unbroken…
just how deep is too deep –
how real?
too real?
what is the penalty for touch –
instead of feel?
deep the water from your shore –
dark reservoir of intrigue –
and that safe room – behind your eyes –
illusive as – seems…
i would give a thousand – knows,
a million – haves –
for just one moment of your time –
(to understand, not assume)
dreams – i weave –
realities – i conceive –
engulfed within the enigma of you…
ethereal –
you are to me –
miles from ordinary!
departure
trust
perhaps a patch
i often find myself promoting allegiance to faith –
especially to those struggling in arenas of doubt.
i challenge them to step out of the chains of fear so inappropriately self imposed.
parables recited.
miracles referenced.
volumes of scripture quoted.
most often,
it seems the effort in vain.
reformation available yet undesired.
it seems the accouterments of vanity supersede the paltry garments of sincere.
yet in this season of contradiction,
i find my reservoir of believe nearly drained.
how can i offer admonition for religious insurrection
while wearing transparent Alb of supposed conviction?
who am i to stand behind pulpits of discern
with eyes closed to the inferiority of my own diminished capacity?
i suppose –
if measuring the volume of could in the much larger vessel of should –
we all find opportunity for replenishment.
and sometimes –
when feeling less than full –
perhaps a patch..